Ran-dom stu-pid feeling...

It's getting late, but I still can't sleep..I feel awkward about myself,
i feel like an idiot..and now still thinking what should I do after this.
I've gone this far, I'm in a situation that I've always wanted but dunno what to do!!
Earlier I had been through so many obstacles, challenges and temptations that come repeatedly.
I got beat really badly. But still, I made it through all that and now I'm still here, standing sturdy and solid. However, now it all makes me wonder .. what else after this? what should I do?

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